Sunday, 13 March 2011

Two a day? I must be missing facebook!


I did get on facebook tonight to check if anyone posted a 'yes' to my sunday school event tomorrow. No. But that doesn't mean no one will be there, it just means no one is telling me in advance.

I think the real reason I'm back on the blog is to explain why I've been away for so long. Now that I'm back in the USA, I must subconsciously think my life is boring. I haven't really taken any photos, visiting many sights or really found people who knit. I know that all of these things are out there, I just need to be motivated. It's just that the last place I lived was so freaking fantastic that I can't get over leaving. And I've ALWAYS been good at leaving!! Why now? Why this move? What was so special about England that I'm fighting with myself to really put myself out there?

The funny thing is that I've been so involved in things since being back. I'm going overboard at church, I run a group with the spouse's club, work out with friends once a week, joined a soccer team...the list goes on. But it's like my heart isn't in it all the way.

I think I need to grieve. I didn't have time to grieve. This might be the moment I start to cry.

2 comments:

IngridNation said...

Hey lady, have a good cry and get it out of your system :) We miss you loads here, but we also want to hear all the cool stuff that you're up to in America (that's the interesting stuff to us)!
Hey, and if you miss us Brits thaaaaaaat much, give me a call on skype :)
xx

k-bomb said...

Inny! I added you to my skype list, now all I have to do is actually sign in!

Do you like my photo? It was from the day we went to the fair at the castle! YAY!!